I'm having a pretty bad month so I thought it was a good idea to go for a walk. I haven’t left the house after sunset since the summer but it was still pretty early and I decided to go for it.

On my walk, I saw a cop car about ¼ of a mile from me driving around a parking lot while I was walking on a dirt path. The car’s headlights blinded me and I completely lost it. For some reason, I was convinced that I was going to get in trouble because I snuck into a closed park. I ran more than a mile home without looking back. It had gotten really dark and I was on a path without streetlights so I couldn’t see anything and I kept tripping. The path is between a cliff and the shore of a river so it was winded and zigzaged. Every couple of minutes I could see the the cars headlights light the path in front of me. Police helicopters were circling above me, like they always are at night. Trees and bushes turned into the people I know and I was hallucinating and hearing them laugh at me. 

I came home and gagged quite a bit and now I have to start my homework… That was really terrifying. There is a lot wrong with me. I need to grow up… =/