Today was strange.

I had a shitty day at school and at lunch I had a very awkward encounter with Vivy and her friends which gave me a pretty big anxiety attack.

Then I came home on Raquels bus and met up with Nichole and it was just so weird.While I wads walking there, I heard someone scream “Andrew” and I thought it was Sam but it was some middle schooler. At the cash register, some girl with teal streaks in her hair complimentary my hair and she knew that I used enchanted Forest by Manic Panic.

I had a Five Fruit Frenzy from Jumba Juice.

She talked about her marriage on Saturday and pregnancy and teaching and anxiety and childhood and I was really awkward and there were a lot of awkward pauses and it was embarrassing and awkward and I said offensive things and it was scary and I was just waiting for it to be over the whole time.

Some old guy came up to me and told me that my hair was cool and he would tell his granddaughter about it because she liked colored hair.

Then I came back to Raquel’s house and ranted on about everything in choppy detail and made scrambled eggs.

Then we looked for Olivia’s and Ilta’s blog and we creeped around for a while and I found Ilta’s.

The we awkwardly scrolled through Tumblr seperatley and I was awkward and annoying. 

It’s 7:22pm and I’m home and I don’t even know…